Tuesday, October 11, 2005
'Cos if I don't, I'll probably regret it.
This is a big deal for you, but don't worry! You're going to make a good impression. There's a famous saying that goes something along the lines of -- if you love something let it go; if it comes back to you, it was always yours. As you struggle through some power issues, think about that. Are you holding on too tightly? Is someone clinging to you, or constantly looking over your shoulder? Try to look at the situation from a different perspective -- the solution to your problem might be easier than you realize.
I'm feeling empty & dead. Everything's so wrong, not right. Life's been tough, I agree. I don't know why I keep hanging on the words, holding on you when I know it's a endless pain I gotta bear. Umpteen times I told myself, she's not worth it so I shouldn't bother. I realised how much she mean to me when textes from her stopped coming in, when she cares like any other one, when she stop caring. I'm sick & tired of all these. When you're making things worst, I'm breaking down. ): I don't want this to be like what happened two months back -- Friend caught in love with Crush, Crush caught in love with Friend. Friend became no friends with Her. Think, is this what I deserve after all ? I suppose not. Promises we made, remember?
Mich, thanks for everything yesterday. :) Hearing me whine like shit, crap all the way. Reminised, somehow ay? :D Things are gonna be just fine. Nods. I hope so.
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Qiaolin : (reads conversation)
Glynis : Oh my.. god.
Qiaoslin : Now it seems like your friend is going around your friends.
Glynis : Uh huh. I don't want it to happen again.
(pause)
Glynis : But there's nothing I can do. :\
Qiaolin : Nods.
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Song is playing & Heart is breaking.
I do cherish you
For the rest of my life
You don't have to think twice
I will love you still
From the depths of my soul
It's beyond my control
I've waited so long to say this to you
If you're asking do I love you this much
Well I do
I'll be just fine, after awhile. I think, Everything's gonna be just fine. I'll be alright. No more tears, no more. I'll cry, not. I'll try, at least.
11am; Art paper.
Last paper! YAY.
My research is half done, hur. I need to finish drawing, & the last piece of work to be printed out & I'm done! But lazy bones, I'm tired & lazy.
I don't ask for more, I just want you to be with me all the time. Okay maybe that is too much to ask for. :\ To you, that is. Haiya whatever la.
FUCK.
Edited : 10.12am.
No school on Wednesday, Thursday & Friday! =DD Yay! Three off-days for me me me! I'll play till I drop, drink till I hang, sing till I voiceless, scream like there's no tmr. :) YAY ( okay I'm damn happy now ) YAY Okay I'm off to school now! Bounce!
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REPLIES
STEPH } I got my Art paper in another two hours & I'm still here.. shaking my leg, happily typing. :D 1.30pm & I'm free from Books, Exams & perhaps Stress =DD YAY, I can play all I want now. Friday, endure Steph! =D Shopping shopping shopping xD I'll wait for you lah.
CHERYLF } YAY! I've comment in your blog, Back in your blog! <3>
BABY } (: Yep. <3
Brandy // Have You Ever*
Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
; stick with you
